Past Due

Tomorrow I will officially be 6 days past my due date.

The last few days have been crazy. I feel like some crazy pregnant woman has taken over my mind. I have been emotional, tired, and in denial that the baby will ever actually come out. I even had a good sobbing episode where I told Nathan I didn't even know what to say, because I didn't know why I was crying. But as badly as I want to have this baby, I'm not ready to talk induction. Because my body continues to show that it is working and making progress, I'm confident things will start naturally. My midwives will not let you go more than 1 week and 6 days past your due date, so one way or another the baby will be here by the 16th/17th. We had another perfect Non Stress Test this morning and my next appointment is on Friday. That's about all I have to report.

Oh and this is kind of funny. I get excited every time my phone rings. But then I realize... wait... I'm not the one waiting for the phone call... everyone else is waiting for my phone call. Its almost like my initial thought is... Oh someone is calling to tell me I'm having the baby now.