Nurse Lori called this afternoon and said my levels were back up to where they should be... so it looks like we've got the correct dosage of things right now. That's good. And my pregnancy blood test will be on October 5th. I made the mistake of reading another book that had a chapter about if IVF doesn't work. Woops. I should have known better. It completely psyched me out and broke my peace. I'm trying to get back to my peaceful, hopeful place. I have been staying realistic, and I know that if it didn't work, we have five more healthy little embryos and we can try with two next time, BUT if this cycle didn't work... I will be devastated. There's nothing I can do or think to prepare for that.
But enough of that... I am just going to refocus on something else. I don't know what... but I'll find something! :)
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